for my selfish little wish

hmmm kinda sio sad in me yet it wasnt can be said as sad too...its juz a mixed feeling with sadness emptiness loneliness lost. all these feelings are juz around...i juz dunno what i wanted and what i should be doing too. "Rosario" a word in Spanish. the meaning of string(series) eg a string of cars/insults or it can also be the meaning of 'acabar como el ~ de la aurora' (to end in confusion)...thats what i'm in now...just like the strongest, and ferocious Vampires.when they chose to changed by trying to get off away the name of "blood suckers" and live well and peacefully with a human but yet in the end they would only become the problems,worries and fear of others...i hope the feelings in me the emotions dont control me...i want to be the one controlling them...till the end of time i want to be my normal usual self.hopefully...
today was a normal day maybe much more normal than others.i think its due to the boredom in me which i had - i stayed home the whole day...honey went to Sentosa with her usual gang.but somehow gotta little surprise from her - she travelled down to kovan to see me and accompany me.after 3 days we met again.3days somehow seems 3years to me...was happi to see her again though it was juz a short moment of having a dinner and some chatting.it's enough to erase every other things.she juz filled my heart.well perhaps i was realli true to say that i love her... coz i realli do...thanks for the surprise ya had gave me and juz for me, my dear...morning i would be off to church so may my lord be with ya to bless ya with his love and care.i too will shower ya wif my love and care... sarang hae yo <3

momento di happiness.moment del disastro
per esso in me non conosce mai che cosa è ha desiderato
per esso in me non conosce mai che cosa è fatto
giorni passed.devil grew.rosario
fame per blood.sirens della morte
il pozzo soltanto satan sa e la i presto sarà andata

{ 1:39 am }

freaked on Ayumi Hamasaki, fanatic about J[ap]s & K[orean]s.
how wouldnt i be not normal as others?
eats my daily vitamins and goes toilet like every others

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