Thursday, December 28, 2006.
Travel to the moon. The dream where you first appeared fades out. The light of the star I longed for is taken away. The smile I had to forget in order to be strong, for sure. If we are together, we can take it back.
Travel in silenceI extend my hand to feel you, yet You're so far away. That memory is etched within me when I hear your voice as I close my eyes. Even a little pain is precious to me.
Open your eyes,I'm here waiting for you. There is a future different from now. I'm here waiting for you. And I continue screaming. The thread that binds our hearts together is pulling to bring you by my side as before. No need to cry....

{ 1:26 am }

the down period of the year. right at the endin of the year before a new beginning awakes. well guess the only way out is to ignore and throw it way behind me and focus more on my work. hope the heartaches and stabbings is coming to an end soon. i know Father will leads me through this.

{ 1:14 am }

Tuesday, December 12, 2006.
at last ended my torment at VIVO City. the roadshow ended on sunday. always thought that it was boring and dull at VIVO but i felt totally differently on sunday. found a duper nice spot for rotting. windy, cooling and too it has the best scenery up there right at the roof top!!! nice and beautiful. it was known to be impossible to watch a sunset at singapore but did it at VIVO. thanks to the internationally acclaimed japanese architect MR TOYO ITO, singapore had gotten sucha nice and awesome place. arigatou. with this big finding i'm so glad for not rejecting coming here. there's sucha saying " Good things dont always come by. " well i gotta agree fully to it as the system gives lotsa of problems on the last day. damn. the IT engineer too is a ridiculous and stubborn creature. having an online system server do fasten up the work but it does not mean you cant resort to using manual work when it cant work. god damn him for being so dependent on the stupid lousy system but well i too thanks to it for paying me $80 a day doing nothing. this week gonna catch Midnight Sun. a MUST!!! its starring YUI! no one is joining me for it so guess i will be alone then but its okie. a nice show so i wouldnt be even bothered for being alone or what. friend was asking me if "SCHVELLE" was nice? she was asking my opinion for this name to be her christian name. its unique. have not came across anyone with this name yet. either its someone i know or not. she was asking me how i find it. it gave me a bit of elegancy and a rebellious feeling haha and to think she put that sentence as her nick...lolx. SCHVELLE SCHVELLE SCHVELLE... not bad huh the name? how did she came to think about it? anyway not an important issue to be thinking about it. all are overseas leaving me here. sigh~ nvm i will be the one leaving you all next year haha sweet revenge!! =X

{ 10:41 pm }

Friday, December 01, 2006.
finally gotta taste of my own medicine. had been the one complainin others not updating their blogs but now it seems i'm been bombarded by others instead for not updating...after 2 updates of song lyrics i was being complained that how it could be counted as one of the updates? ohh my tian i wasnt having any inspiration. like i said, " no inspirations no updates. " well seem i gotta modify it now - " no inspirations no updates = tio complains. "
anyway had been busy with helping with a project and deadline ish up in just 4days but i'm sure i could finish it and and too it would be a great work. hehe so no worries. the day before just started my new job. another IT job again. its at NTU upgrading their wireless network. it has good pay, good environment and good colleagues too but its at BOON LAY!!! travellin all the way from kovan to boon lay and to NTU ish nightmare. total of at least an hour journey plus the crowded train cabins and buses! too bad good jobs dont come by easy sio gotta bear with it. went on MON and TUES but wasnt able to wake up on WED and THURS was still not feeling well from the acute stomach pain on the previous night. traditional self-medication taught was effective so didnt got a chance to visit the doctors. too bad for them not being able to earn my fees...haha :P because of the absense for these two days i was blame by the engineers from the other company for being irresponsible. my company was understanding at least they arranged me to go other place to handle other projects so as to prevent unneccessary hostility. hopefully i could get nearer places this time round.
gotta a great and fulfilling 2 weeks and i know the upcoming future would be as good and maybe better so i do hope to be as happy and loved. thanks to ya [someone outcha] and i think i falling more for the song "Liang Shan Bo Yu Juliet" though had been listening it tons of times...signs off for now then. nitex all

{ 4:07 am }

narcissism.
freaked on Ayumi Hamasaki, fanatic about J[ap]s & K[orean]s.
how wouldnt i be not normal as others?
eats my daily vitamins and goes toilet like every others

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