in less than 8 hours, a new year will begins and too it marks the end of 2007. Year 2007 was pretty much better than 2006 but i wouldnt stop agreein that it could have been much more better. Thus, i have whole list of new year resolutions.
- save up more $$$
- try to salvage whatever i have lost [eg. relationships, things, etc.]
- give happiness and not sorrows to everyone
- wishes everyone healthy and prospect in everything
- opening up myself?
- continues my world of freedom
i guess everyone would have their own resolutions too. Good luck to all.
Happy New Year 2008!!!hope everyone have a great year ahead.
{ 5:42 pm }
well in addition of a info that i didnt include in the entry i posted just now.
I'M QUITTING SMOKING. thats a great news, arent it? i will do it though the withdrawal symptoms are realli bad. YA...hOOOoooooo~~~
ONCE AGAIN......
MERRY CHRISTMAS AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL!~~
{ 3:59 pm }
HoHoHo...Merry Christmas to all. May all wishes come true. misses everyone outcha but certain things are predestined. just gotta meet jolynn in hougang just before i went to look for my brother and company. and too i once gotten the chance to see hui min again. hui min thanks for the massage though it was the dolphine which indirectly did the job. lolx. time flies. everyone made changes. new year is around the corner so hope to get chances to meet all.
Wishes everyone a MERRY CHRISTMAS~~ & HAPPY NEW YEAR!~
{ 1:21 pm }
Title: Life
Lyrics: YUI
Music: COZZi
Romaji by: cori
From the single, LIFE
doro darake yo najimenai tokai de
onaji you ni waraenai utsumuite aruita no
isogiashi de surechigau hitotachi
"yume wa kanaimashita ka?" atashi mada mogaiteru
。・☆。・☆・。。・☆。・☆・。
In the city I'm not used to that's full of dirt,
I can't laugh the same and I walked with my head down
People pass by in a quick pace
I ask "has their dreams come true?" But I'm still struggling
kodomo no koro ni modoru yori mo ima wo umaku ikite mitai yo
kowagari wa umaretsuki
。・☆。・☆・。。・☆。・☆・。
I want to try living in the present
rather than returning to my childhood
It's my nature to be a coward
hi no ataru basho ni dete ryoute wo hirogete mita nara
ano sora koete yukeru kana? nante omotta n' da
。・☆。・☆・。。・☆。・☆・。
If I go to a sunny spot and stretch my arms out,
I wonder if I can go beyond the sky
that's what I thought
tobidatsu tame no tsubasa sore wa mada mienai
kantan ni ikanai kara ikite yukeru
。・☆。・☆・。。・☆。・☆・。
The wings I use to fly away are still invisible
It's because it's not simple that I can go on living
nureta koinu hiroiageta dake de
chotto waraechau hodo namida ga koborete kita
ai saretai ai saretai bakari
atashi itte ita yo ne motomeru dake ja dame ne
。・☆。・☆・。。・☆。・☆・。
I just picked up a wet puppy
and for a while, I laughed so much that tears spilled
"I want to be loved, I just want to be loved"
is what I said. It's no good just to ask for it
kodomo no koro ni modoru yori mo ima wo umaku ikite mitai yo
kowagari wa umaretsuki
。・☆。・☆・。。・☆。・☆・。
I want to try living in the present
rather than returning to my childhood
It's my nature to be a coward
hi no ataru basho ni dete kono te wo tsuyoku nigitte mita
ano bsho ano toki wo kowashite I can change my life
。・☆。・☆・。。・☆。・☆・。
I went to a sunny spot and tried holding your hand tightly
I will destroy that place, that time so I can change my life
demo kokoro no naka subete wo totemo tsutaekirenai
kantan ni ikanai kara ikite yukeru
。・☆。・☆・。。・☆。・☆・。
But I really can't express everything that's in my heart
It's because it's not simple that I can go on living
hi no ataru basho ni dete chizu wo hirogete miru kedo
I know... You know... mayoimichi mo shikata nai
I can change my life
。・☆。・☆・。。・☆。・☆・。
I went to a sunny spot and spread out my map, but
I know... You know... that even the path of doubts can't be helped
I can change my life
sugite kita hibi zenbu de ima no atashi nan da yo
kantan ni ikanai kara ikite yukeru
。・☆。・☆・。。・☆。・☆・。
All the days that have passed make up the me that's here now
It's because it's not simple that I can go on living
{ 2:36 am }
i never thought i could have blog about the whole of my life in a post. well for a person's happiness and too for myself to review through for all these years...i will still post lyrics and translation from a piece of song still though i shouldnt be but music is my life!! the song title is "LIFE" by YUI HORIE.
since young i have been sucha "adorable, obedient and hardworking" boy as from my parents and my relatives. as compare to now, its really hard to believe i have been one in the past. i still remember i was crying non-stop when 1st stepped into nursery. i never left my mum like even 1hour yet i gotta do it. i was just so not use to it thus i cried and cried. it took me like days to settle down. i cant really remember things later on of my life. i shall skip to my secondary days.
it was the time my life changed tremendously. smoking to drinking to gambling to even fights and joining secret society. flashing back, it was really childish of me yet a stage i had to go through that i eventually learn. i almost got into Boys' Home and Rehabilation Centre, thank god who gave me the chance to change. the 1st changes i made out of my good will. since then i still do drink, gamble and smoke.
but take note. i'm changed. i'm just the random guy next door. a working personnel. at least i dont waste my life as before. i realise something, this is my life, i chose the way i live it, be good or bad, thats my life!
well relationships affairs was posted in the previous entry. actually it was Xinyi who prompted me to post this entry. she requested in exchange for her smile lol what a fair trade, arent it? lol >.<~~ wish ya happiness. wish ya healthy. wish ya always eat full full. lalala stay sweet. always.
{ 1:39 am }
Title: Truth
Artist: Riera feat. Yuna Ito
Let me stay with you
Kizutsuke au no ni
Naze konna ni motomete shimau no
Don’t you know my heart ?
Sunao ni narezu ni ita no
Tada hitotsu no ai ga hoshii no ni
Meguriaeta kiseki wo shinjite
Kanadete yukitai anata e no melody
Moshi mo subete wo nakushite shimatte mo
Kono omoi wa eien na no
It’s my truth
Believe in yourself
Tsumazuita toki mo
Aruitekita namida wo nugutte
Open up your heart, omoide no saki ni kitto
Ashita to iu kibou ga aru kara
Give me your loneliness
And I’ll give you my tenderness
Wasurenai de ite ano hi mita yume wa
Hanareteite mo kono mune ni itsudemo
Kanjite iru anata dake wo
It’s my truth
Tsunagaru hoshi ga sasayaki kakeru
Tomadou kokoro wo te ga shinagara
Deai to wakere hito wa sagasu no
Itsuka musubi aeru tsuyoi kizuna wa
Sekaijuu no kanashimi mo subete
Uketomete mo ii anata no tamenara
Sekaijuu kara okizari ni sarete mo
Sono hitomi wo shinjite iru
It’s my truth
TranslationLet me stay with you even if it hurts both of us
Why must I always demand so much
Don’t you know my heart could never stay put
There’s simply only one love I want
Believing in miracles we can come across
I go on playing a melody for you
Even if I end up losing everything
This feeling is forever, It’s my truth
Believe in yourself even when you stumble
Wipe your tears as you walk on
Open up your heart beyond the memories, surely
There is a hope we call tomorrow
Give me your loneliness
and I’ll give you my tenderness
Don’t forget the dream we saw that day
Even if we’re separated, in this heart
I will feel you forever, It’s my truth
Your whisper reaches the scattered stars
Illuminating my confused heart
In every encounter and farewell, what people search for is
This strong bond that will unite them someday
All the sadness throughout the world
If it’s for you, I can take it all in
Even if the whole world deserts me
I believe in those eyes, It’s my truth
{ 3:30 am }
i should be admitting this. i'm just a promise breaker. i do know that there would be tons out there agreeing on it. i made one while i broke another. thats me right?
i could even just cancelled a date or meeting last minute regardless of any reason i may have.
i hurt someone with it. one who i treasures more than any and its a disgrace i've been using her as a reason or rather an excuse to hurt many others. she can never be back but still i never give up. it was just around half a year ago that i realise thus i hope to change. i will reject any who comes to me, i will dispose of my feeling for any and i did. all because i still pin some hope that she would be back though it could never be happening.
ya came in suddenly saying "i'm falling for ya" just like after few meetings, what should i do? i should have did the same by rejecting ya but i didnt. i thought it was time for me to move on. there was no chemistry between us, all i feel about ya was nothing but just a friend, yet i tried to accept ya.i tried to like ya. little did i know its never possible as long as i dont forgets her. and so i lead ya on after hurting ya but it seems nothing can come out of it. sorry but i can only say that i should have been hard-hearted on this matter and did what i should have in the beginning. i can say that i can never be ya guy. sorri.
it may be a shock to everyone about my post but its me. accept me or what, for whom ya see me as, i still lives on. just weeks to go for everyone to forget my presence.
mogakeba mogaku hodo tsukisasaru kono kizu. kareochiru kanashimi my soul.
{ 2:51 am }
i want this 
i've got this