for my selfish little wish

Will my song be heard amongst the wind that blows?
It’s the end, with the those things that were spread
I have so many things that I want to say
I’m keeping the moon in my memory tonight
When the deep blue night ends
Will I be able to rest?

I’m like you, but I can’t reach you
I’m like you, you’re making me cry

Tonight is cold and dreary
I’m left alone

There’s no hope, even though the moonbeams shine
I’m keeping the moon in my memory tonight
When the deep blue night ends
Will it all be erased?

I’m like you, but I can’t reach you
I’m like you, if you’re making me cry…

You can’t even leave some light for me..
Why can’t you talk to me?

P.S. Eng translation

{ 1:49 pm }

Cannot Hold, Cannot Touch
Cannot Be Together
Cannot Love, Cannot Kiss
Cannot Have Eachother
Must Be Strong
And We Must Let Go
Cannot Say What our Hearts Must Know

How can I not love you
What do I tell my heart
When do I not want you.. here In My Arms
How Does One Walks away from all of the memories
How Do I Not Miss You When You Are Gone

Cannot Dream
Cannot share sweet and tender moments
Cannot feel how we feel
Must pretend its over
Must be brave
And we must go on
Must not say what we no longer long

How can I not love you
What do I tell my heart
When do I not want ou Here In My Arms
How does one walks away from all of the memories
How do I not miss you When You Are Gone
How can I not love you..

Must Be Brave
And we must be strong
Cannot say what we've no longer long..

How can I not love you
What do I tell my heart
When do I not want you here In my arms
How does one walks away from all of the memories
How do I not miss you when you are gone
How can I not love you... when you are gone

{ 1:53 pm }

finally gotta the skin changed. was quite tired of it and it was quite a trouble to view it using the previous skin though it looked nice...well this ish looking great too but sad to say its not my design. "stolen" from another designer haha well sorri for that theft. =P anyway now my blog looks fresh and pleasant. i'm happi and pleased but it would be better if i had used my own creation+design. i'm just so lazi to complete the veri last part of it sio well ya know....
another boring day. by this week my rashes would totally be gone sio means i'm free of illness...haha i had won the battle with the virus.a long battle lasted 4weeks...i'm the great warrior. lol kinda getting irritated of staying home. let me get out far away...whee...ohh ya i too just gotten another blog lol dunno how i gotten it too. maybe when i done with it i will reveal the URL...

{ 1:58 pm }

sucha great timing to be getting inspirations for this new update huh? lol but well mind ish still as fresh though had been up through the night. just went through bill heng's bloggie. it was greatly a surprise as he was much more in character than he realli shows us. hmmm well it had been long since we caught up with each other sio do get a day out? sio sure it would basketball on that day =P i too went through my sec school teacher bloggie and it was much more a shock too...maybe much more than reading bill's one...well he ish none other than MR SOO. though came to know his blog long ago but didnt got into it to read and didnt know why am i doin it now =X his english language structure was much more better than i expected lol. ya cant blame me for that thought as he was the CHINESE HOD!! omg but yet his chinese wasnt the best as i thought..[no offence] anyway he's a great teacher...sio he could be GTS? haha the GREAT TEACHER SOO.
recently notices lotsa things...everyone had made great changes. no matter for it to be bad or good. in terms of personalities, habits etc...well this proves that everyone had grown. but perhaps i wouldnt use this for some of the humans outcha. their thinkings wouldnt be changin i guess as they are still as the same as years passed. maybe one of my new year resolutions would be wishing them to be growin up? lol. i too made changes...and i wouldnt deny that some changes are getting bad or even worse. i'm greatly sorri for the bad effects and impacts i had brought to others for these changes but i guess sorri could be the onli word i could say as things had happened. its irreversible. and maybe i will do my veri best to stop the bad changes. think thats it for today folks... inspirations ran out... sio means?? signing off of course... =X

{ 6:54 am }

omg...cant imagine i had been resting at home doing nothing for 2 weeks. ohh my tian people please dont complain...i'm a sickly person please spare me a thought =p i'm disfigured now too lol. wo de beautiful face....oops!! actualli was quite shock myself too that i wasnt at all bother to the boredom but instead i'm enjoying it.well seems quite gotten used it that i realli enjoyed the moments rotting at home everidae. anyway i'm recovering and soon would be back to my works. isnt the best feeling to be falling sick. felt like being quarantined... thanks to the concern ya guys had gave me during this period of time and i realli cant come up with any inspirations to blog sorri be sure to be back again with a longer and better update... = ]

{ 11:33 pm }