better get a new post done or someone ish saying that i'm not updating haha. ya noe who i referring to =p well have been quite long since last update[actualli just 6 days],maybe people have been used to me updating and putting up new posts everyday but ya guys gotta understand me that it had been getting boring nowadays that i cant come up with anything to blog too...sio please forgive me...i will kneel down with al my sincerity haha...=X
it had been long since the feeling came up again.well though i may have been saying, "i had forgotten.i had forgotten." but nevertheless it always stays deep in me.never for once left me or perhaps i should say i had never once let go of it.some said why am i that foolish to be doing this while others said why am i still standing at the same spot and not moving on.i can lie to ya guys but i wouldnt be able to lie to myself.3 years.what a long wait but a worthwhile wait.i wouldnt mind waiting longer as long as even i can get a day.i no need forever,my wish ish just a day.if i can turn back the time i would change and not commit the mistake.just a thinking coz i noe it wouldnt happen.ya guys may be right to say i'm foolish and stupid to wait but how i wish i can give up.it had been 3 years.if it had been that easy i would have did it.thanks for ya guys to be there to comment on me too...i guess someone & feli understand what am i saying now rite? haha please dont get it all wrong...nothing to do with what ya all think everyone other than the two i mentioned...guess thats all i can say for currently sio lets hope everything got better than expected...
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