i should be admitting this. i'm just a promise breaker. i do know that there would be tons out there agreeing on it. i made one while i broke another. thats me right?
i could even just cancelled a date or meeting last minute regardless of any reason i may have.

i hurt someone with it. one who i treasures more than any and its a disgrace i've been using her as a reason or rather an excuse to hurt many others. she can never be back but still i never give up. it was just around half a year ago that i realise thus i hope to change. i will reject any who comes to me, i will dispose of my feeling for any and i did. all because i still pin some hope that she would be back though it could never be happening.

ya came in suddenly saying "i'm falling for ya" just like after few meetings, what should i do? i should have did the same by rejecting ya but i didnt. i thought it was time for me to move on. there was no chemistry between us, all i feel about ya was nothing but just a friend, yet i tried to accept ya.i tried to like ya. little did i know its never possible as long as i dont forgets her. and so i lead ya on after hurting ya but it seems nothing can come out of it. sorry but i can only say that i should have been hard-hearted on this matter and did what i should have in the beginning. i can say that i can never be ya guy. sorri.

it may be a shock to everyone about my post but its me. accept me or what, for whom ya see me as, i still lives on. just weeks to go for everyone to forget my presence.

mogakeba mogaku hodo tsukisasaru kono kizu. kareochiru kanashimi my soul.

{ 2:51 am }

freaked on Ayumi Hamasaki, fanatic about J[ap]s & K[orean]s.
how wouldnt i be not normal as others?
eats my daily vitamins and goes toilet like every others

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