haven been updatin bloggie. its almost 2 mths. well army days are certainly packed and busy, it just dont allow me to have time for even updates.

i gotten myslef injured....once again. i almost kept it from everyone except family or some just to not make them worry. i have been a worry to everyone as i'm unable to really prevent from getting any form of injuries or illness, not to mention that i'm a baller(basketball is one of the injury-prone sports). this time i injured during training. specialist suspected it could be a tear ligament or muscle.

seriously since i gotten injured, i have not been able to be myself. i'm just so stressed up. no encouragements, no helps, no one to turn to. i could only depend on myself. and with this it could mean i might not be able to play basketball. its such sour feeling to not being able to do anything. i wonder how long would this still goes on but one thing for sure - i'm breaking down soon. the usual standin tall and dependable alex shall be gone.... time for me to take a break. i just needed someone to depend on.

xinyi... ya are not nothing but everything to me. trust me ya can never sucks when ya are far more better than me in every areas. just like ya said once, "you will always be someone special to me." it applies to ya too and its from me to ya. i will still need ya to hold me up and let me depend on at this period of time. my ugliest and worst moment of my life.

{ 2:37 am }

freaked on Ayumi Hamasaki, fanatic about J[ap]s & K[orean]s.
how wouldnt i be not normal as others?
eats my daily vitamins and goes toilet like every others

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